Hi, all. I suffered a torn pectoral a little less than two months ago - not while lifting, but in a fight.

But I'm going through the same thing all you guys are going through - the anxiety and the doubt and the interminable waiting. I didn't realize until after I had walked away from the fight (which, obviously, I lost - I was outnumbered, but it still pisses me off) that I had internal bleeding (ecchymosis [sp?]) all down the bicep of my right arm, and it wasn't for another two weeks when the limited movement and the armpit deformity freaked me out enough to see a doctor. My GP was worthless - it was his first year, and he tried to convince me there was no injury or deformity, so I made him call in a more experienced doctor, who told me there clearly was some damage, but that it should heal on its own, and I could start lifting again immediatley so long as I did less weight and more reps. Well, I researched torn pectorals on-line after that, and freaked out, so I managed to finagle an appointment with a sports medicine specialist two weeks after that, who scheduled an MRI that came back inconclusive ("you might have a partial tear, but we also can't rule out a complete rupture..."). So, finally, after just over two months of finagling with my doctors and my health insurance and the referral system, I'm finally being sent to see an orthopedic surgeon next week who will (hopefully) tell me once and for all whether I'm going to get surgery and return to normal. At the moment, it's really obvious that something is superficially wrong with my pectoral muscle - there's a long indentation in my right armpit where, on my left side, the pectoral muscle attaches to the arm; likewise, while I can bench reduced weight, do a few pushups, and do assisted dips and chin-ups, it almost always hurts, and I'm not sure whether I'm strengthening my remaining pectoral, or tearing away what's left of the connective tissue.
This all really sucks, because I'd dropped out of college with the intention of joining the Navy SEALs, and if this doesn't heal right, there's NO WAY I'll be able to pass training (I <i>need</i> to be able to do push-ups!). I don't really have many other options...
Oh well. Keeping my fingers crossed. Good luck to everyone else in a similiar situation!
And, hey, if any of you guys who posted in this thread earlier are reading this, maybe you could post follow-ups? How are you progressing?