Well I figured I would start one since my critique thing in the other section is not a real journal. Im going to make a quick post and get back to this because my last day of HST 3rd cycle is tomorrow...and I just got done with a 12 hour shift so im hella tired.
Long term goal: I skipped this years semi pro season to get bigger, faster and stronger. I want to come back next season and be the absolute best I can be physically. Also kind of doing this for myself also, I have this stupid self image that I want to attain... bah...
My Short term Goal: To Bulk up to around 245-250 and start my cut from there. Reason behind this is I bulked to about 228, started to cut and realized I wanted more muscle on my frame. I got down to around 218 when this happened and have been bulking the past 3 months or so, kind of lost track, bad on my part.
Currently: Around 238-240. Strength has increased as well.
Problem/Dilemma: Of course while bulking I go through these phases where I look in the mirror and want to abandon everything and start to cut simply because I have a messed up self image. I literally have to fight with myself to keep moving towards my goal and cut then so I can have just that little bit of extra muscle.
- Also note I pulled my hammy awhile ago playing football, but oddly enough has not affected my lifting, but did cause me to skimp on cardio for a long time, I am currently doing 10-15 mins 3 times a week just for the cardio system benefits.
- Other than that no real problems.
Program: Is a modified 3 day HST routine just trying some things. Also note this whole cycle was mostly dumbbells for chest/shoulder lifts.
example 15's week
Workout A:
DB bench 2x15
DB incline 2x15
Squat 2x15
lunges 2x15
Lat raises 2x15
DB Military 2x15
Deadlift 2x15
T-row 2x15
Ab 1
Ab 2
Workout B (same set/rep style)
DB bench
Flys
Squats
Leg press
rear delt
DB military
Pull ups
BB row
Ab1
Ab2
Rinse repeat. For now, I have some different things I want to throw in for next cycle to test and try out.
Since tomorrow is my last day I will try to post some of my numbers afterwards. While I feel my strength has gone up I made sure not to push myself to muscle failure each workout so I can continue to progress up in weight each time. I also learned some how like a strange revelation that im learning to not care so much about the weight im doing and concentrate on the lift and form and progression.
I should mention I am TERRIBLY bad at keeping journals, but I will try to keep this for record for myself. I visit this site a lot so hopefully I will continue this.
Also my supplements aren't anything too special
Creatine
Cytogainer (Well I am bulking, and it is protein)
B complex
C
Fish oil
BCAA's
glutamine
Nitric Oxide (I bought it to try it out, nothing noticeable I would say, but I will keep using it until its gone...maybe its like Vtec and needs a while to kick in...
Some short post this turned out to be...