My life

hey guys , I want to tell you a story about my life how it is wright now.
I was a beautiful 16 old funny kid that didn?t have any problems. I had about 2 or 3 girlfriends at the same time. Then i had a special girlfriend and i?ve been working out for 2 years with usin supps like amino acids and creatine.
Now i wanted to take myself to the next level. My girlfriend told me she want?s to swimm with me in a month. There will be a pool party with foam and stuff. So i accepted her invitation and looked for some supps that could make me look better than i already was.

i decided to buy the shredded stack by muscletech in that time i almost got 17. Leukic hydroxycut hardcore and hydrazide. i alredy had a sixpack but that one made it look really great. There was another supp i bought to increase my genital size. I just wanted to give her everything she wants and needs do you guys understand. The products name was ultimate max and it?s ingredients were all herbs, but somebody told me they could boost testosterone. here are the ingredients:

Asian Ginseng root, Saw palmetto berry, Hawthorn berry, Ginkgo Bilboa Leaf, Muira Pauma extract, catuaba bark extract, cuscuta seed extract and Epimedium Leaf Extract.


So for the record i used the shredded stack and that supp together.
So i was taking 4 supps at the same time. Every supp does somethin else.


After finishin those supps I recognized that my face changed, it was kinda bigger. like my jaw grew my nose got bigger. it just looks bigger

since then and that is 6 months ago, i am not livin anymore. Don?t goin out problems with the parents, no contact with friends anymore and the worst thing since then i didn?t have a girlfriend. My life is ****ed up

I was guys that always reached the next step, got better in american football always reached the next level as a QB and WR, had fun with friend and especially with girlfriends and every guy around here wanted to be like me.
But now i am not Me (flavio) anymore I am an other person.
My parents think that i am consuming drugs and that my mind is ****ed up.
That?s why they want to put me in a psychological clinic for 4 weeks. They told me , they want to give medicaments every day and that they want to make several tests with me.

I am on my own feet.
Can?t see myself in the mirror, don?t want to be me.

and the girl I was doing all the stuff for, had a other boyfriend at the same time ,she was with me. that?s why i left her.

So guys what should i do, do i have to visit that clinic or do i have to escape from home.

What do i have to do..................i am a messed up 17 year old guy that has one of the biggest problems on earth.

i would be appreciated to get advise


thx for reading

Uhh i dont think those supps made your face bigger, infact i doubt they they much effect period.

dude, you dont have cancer you have 2 feet you can see you have alot to be thankful for quit feeling pity on yourself and be happy with what you have im sure there are plenty people out there who have it way worse than you do. And at your age you  are growing so it could been you just grew more or you gained weight when i gain weight it goes straight to my face.

QUIT feeling depressed and get off your ass and do something.

YOU GOTTA EAT BIG, TO BE!

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I didn't know Muscletech made supplements that strong.

Currently using Mri black powder, BCAAs, animal cuts, beta alanine, milk thistle, Cytosport whey, ON casein, Zmax, T bomb II, flax seed, carnitine & conjugated linoleic acid. Going to hit M-drol in the new year.

You have entered real life.  You are almost an adult and are now experiencing adult issues, join the club, we've got jackets.  Not to complain about life, but to put yours into perspective, maybe, I am type 1 diabetic, which means that I have to give myself needles 4-6 times a day.  My first daughter was diagnosed with cancer and had a kidney removed at 6 months old, followed by chemotherapy for another 6 months.  She then had lung cancer at the age of 18 months that had 4 surgeries and multiple radiation and chemo treatments, then at 30 months she had a brain tumor removed and followed with  another 6 months of radiation and chemo.  She has gone through hell from birth and has not whined about it.  I was 19 when this stuff started, and I am not whining about it now or ever.  Life deals you some crap cards sometimes, but it is how you deal with them that makes you who you are.  Don't sweat the small stuff, there will be plenty of bigger issues to deal with, save your energy for those.

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Sorry to hear that Optimum - My mother has just finished her six course treatment of chemotherapy so I've witnessed first-hand what it's like for an adult let alone a child.

Currently using Mri black powder, BCAAs, animal cuts, beta alanine, milk thistle, Cytosport whey, ON casein, Zmax, T bomb II, flax seed, carnitine & conjugated linoleic acid. Going to hit M-drol in the new year.

i just want to know, why those supps did that to me and how it happened

the supplements didnt do anything to you, its called puberty...

edit: and it personally erks me when you say your life is ****, you have no idea what others have gone through, you broke up with your girlfriend, took muscletech and now have no social life, thats all on you, not the supplements, not anyone else but YOU.

Those supplements did nothing for you

They didn't change your appearence, your body did, through all the processes that happen when you grow, my face has changed along the years too, in fact I don't have the same face I had 6 months ago, hormones change your looks.  I'm 17 yet people say I look 20

It makes me want to kick your ass when you say your life is f**ked up, judging by how you described your life, I bet you're that kid in school that thinks that having a hot girl and nice looks are all the things that matter in life

I think it's so pathetic, grow a pair

BTW I think you should go to the mental clinic or a psycologist

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honestly maybe you use to think to high of yourself.  every guy wants to be you...right...i knew a million of them in High school and the thing is...no one really wants to be them or you.  maybe now you are realizing that you are not as "awesome/cool" as you thought of yourself before and that you are just a normal person.  it kills some people to realize the "cool" kid role is stupid when they finally grow up, is that you?   Your problems are tiny problems.   that does suck about your girlfriend cheating on you though,  im sure that hurt.    anyways,  those supplements wouldn't have made your face bigger unless you had an alergic reaction to them, inwhich you should have quit taking them.  if you quit your face should have gone back to normal.  and are you the same guy who made the thread about leukic making your face bigger, if you are you already got all the help you need...if not then look up that thread.

The last year has really aged me. 17-18. Like someone else said, it's called puberty.

That supp's done nothing to you, your mood or your life.

And dont complain you girlfriend cheated, you cheated on all your previous ones

yes i am that leukic guy, thx guys for all your answers. I appreciate


let´s forget muscletech 4 a minute what about those herbs that i mentioned before, could those boost my testosterone or not really

look at the beginning that´s where i listed them, it starts like Asian Ginseng root...........................



thx

To be honest, the only one i recognize is ginseng and i think its a mild stimulant but, i really doubt they have any test boosting effect, penis enlargement pills are notoriously bunk. There is always google.

rofl... am i supposed to feel sorry for you?  you took some supplements.  guess what.  I DID TOO when i was 17years old!!!    big deal. 

puberty = growth / changes.  you can't control them half the time, and hormones are goin' crazy. you feel strange.. emotional.  all kinds of crap.

just ride it our bro.  find some hobbies you LOVE to do, and get really good at them.  make sure they are hobbies that involve other people though so you can socialize and make new friends.   you'll be fine.

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